Still

Reminiscing , yes i was.
But! Part of my all is all about you.
I couldn't help but think of the sudden change.

A good you transformed into a heart breaker.
Why am i still thinking about these?

Those words you said are incorrigible,
they are making me confused.

Heartless, i wouldn't say you, rather, indecisive.
I have thought through and will await the day when you declare silence from me no more.

I couldn't help but miss those days,
ain't a loser but life has do go on,
go on without you anymore.

Unopened

No rhyme or reason you went away.
Words that were left unsaid.
My heart still puzzled.

How am i suppose to react?
Wait for your call?
Wait for you to give a speech once more?

It's like a hit and run,
now who's the victim?
You or me?

Please don't leave me with doubts.
At least,
say you have gotten over me.

I wander about the lonely streets of doubts.
Where i wonder whether or not to wait for a conclusion,
a conclusion to sum up these feelings.

What's the use of apologizing when you haven't make a clear statement?
When will you draw the line ?
Will i be the one to cross over that line or will i be the one who walks away from it ?

Ignoring is just temporary,
I don't wish to ignore,
push me to face it with you.

You can hide but i will seek for you,
for the answer.
I just need that all so negative answer that soon will end this all,
harsh those words maybe ,
at least, it ends your miseries.

Unrecognized

Again, i was left out in the cold.
Stricken by insults of individuals i don't recognise.
Why is it always me ?

Innocent days were gone,
now left me with crude judgements.
Where is the peace that once lived?

Those pretty calming trees at that place,
the walks i used to take,
it seems like yesterday that it all disappeared.

Those insults , people , they are killing me softly.
Why do i have to cry inside?
Someone save me from these bullies.

These bullies who took away my poise,
my feelings,
my very soul.

Fear that rushes down to every step i take.
Stares that haunt me day and night.
Insecurity that sinks deep into my all.