Magical bench

On a cool night,a tiring day,on the bench we sat.
We sat side by side,and something magical took place.
We hold hands.

The memory and feeling still lingers in me.
Magnificent!
over-joyed!

The bench is at the beach,
my favourite beach.
Was it yours too?

A place where we await low-tide and admire sea creatures,
a place where we used to watch the sunset,
and wait for the stars to dance for us at night.

One very day, i knew deep down,I found love!
You showed me how pebbles could skip in water!
You always amaze me!

I was always in my comfort zone,
I always enjoyed what happened,
no matter how hot the sun shines above us.

Without words,
you knew why i left.
I knew i'll regret...

No one will treat me like you do,
no one will replace you but,
you've found a better me in someone.

It's been three long years,
these few years,
you are still in me.

The picture of us holding hands will always be hung on my wall.
The picture will never fade,
it's a magical picture afterall!

Moonlight Sonata

Why must everyone forsake me?
Why must it seem like i have noone to turn to?
Am i in a bad dream?

Positive i tried to stay but it was put to waste.
I'm weary!
I've had enough!

Anger? Is that what i really want?
No! I need a shoulder to cry on..
I need nothing but care!

Is this a game or what?
I'm not in for it!
I'm tired of these!

Moonlight sonata, why did you play my all?
Why must you unwind the emotions in me?
why must it be this very piece?

Do you know what were the emotions of the pianist then?
Not a second to ponder about it,
it's the exact emotions i display now!

Solemnity, is that all that piece can tell?
or does it tell more?
Listen to it and feel my all!

My heart is tired of fainting!
My emotions!
Why aren't they speaking?

Loser, naive, mock at me!
Whatever it is,i'm tired of it!
I'm more than words can say!

I don't wish to feel this way!
One day i'll fly away!
One day all these will be yesterday!

A wish & a prayer

I wish upon my favourite star.
I wish with all my might.
I wish my wish will be alive!

I pray to god about my life.
I pray that he'll listen to them.
I pray that he'll guide me along.

A wish may not come true.
A prayer may not be answered.
The least i can do is to wish and pray again.

Life won't go my way,
life will not go easy.
Life makes me dizzy.

I'll do what it takes till i can smile.
I'll do what is right,
I'll do whatever the decision is.

The truth always hurts,
the truth may also bring a hidden gift.
There's always something that can make me smile.

I don't know if i'm standing strong,
I don't know if i'm gonna fall,
whatever it is, i know i have to let it go.

It's the matter of time,
it's the matter of faith i've put in,
it's the matter of will to break away!

In moments like this

In moments like this,
i pray.
In moments like this,
i start to sing out loud.

Moments like this may linger,
moments like this needs an answer.
A prayer is all i can think of,
a prayer will calm my senses.

I pray he'll find his path,
i pray he'll know his way.
My heart can collapse in moments like this.
After he find his way, my heart will breathe again.

I pray for his happiness,
i pray for simplicity.
No matter what happens i'm in for the challenge.
My heart will be weary in moments like this.

It's a battle of confusion,
it's a war in the heart and the mind.
Only one will survive,
the one that change the future.

Am I clinging on to empty hopes?
Am I too naive?
These questions start to settle in my head,
however, it has started to fade off.

Down with regrets

With tears i start to think,
my mind was full.
My heart ached!

Why must these happen?
I love you so much,
what can i do?

I miss the way you cradle me with care.
Now, you seem distance away,
your soul is absent.

My child,
you did something very wrong,
you hurt the ones that love you.

After all that's been said and done,
i never hate you.
I still love you.

Why do something foolish?
Didn't you feel our love?
Didn't we give you love?

Who was in the wrong?
I guess, partly it was ours.
I am so sorry... ...

My heart so aches....
I really love you....
Our world seem to drift apart...

I may seem to hate you,
i may seem to ignore you but deep down,
i truly care.

What happened?
Why?
How i wish i could hug you...

Who can you turn to?
Who do you wish to turn to?
How i wish i could do something...

Special Chapter

The day when the air was filled with love,
we walked home together.
It was something special.

Remember orion's belt?
I wanted to tell you that the three stars represents,
"I'm with you".

Everything seems all so calm that night.
I didn't want the night to end anyways.
Fact is, it ended.

Holding back isn't my ideology,
memories are my ideology.
Unique ain't it?

The moment you stood reluctant before you left,
i stood reluctant too,yet,
nothing happened.

I guess you didn't noticed the moment you turn your back and leave,
i was looking at you,
hoping you'd turn around.

If only you turn around,
i'd hug you,
i wanted to.

Fated to meet yet not destine to love.
Enchanting in other words.
All that was left are memories.

A chapter in my book but,
i'm moving on to the next.
Afterall, i have to finish reading it.

The content was special,
however,
the next chapter might tell a unique story.

Not to worry readers',for,
the narrator has more to share.
No matter what, the narrator will put a beautiful end to the story.

I bet the next chapter is interesting.
It's natural to flip back to that page,
that's the nature of humans i believe.

Perfect Cycle

That saturday,
I went to an island.
Whilst cycling, reflections of life came to me.

They said,
whenever you see an up hill remember there's always a downhill.
Pretty true i must say!

Along the way,
the road will be rocky but soon,
before you realise, you've hit the smooth path once again.

No doubt we experience back tracks but!
isn't that what makes the whole trip interesting?
isn't that what widen our vision to our surroundings?

When the sun starts to shine,
we long to pass a shady path,
and eventually we will.

Along the way,
the mud on the may groud seem to refrain us from moving,however,
we will get out of it.

In the beginning or in the end we may take lead,
however,
when we're tired we may be the last.

Whatever happens along the way,
i wasn't alone.
No one is alone.

Does this trip reflect life?
It pretty much did!
The circle of life.

Everything has a beginning and an end!
Sun will rise and sun will set.
That's the whole idea afterall!

Time of my life

The world ever changing,
a sight never failing.
When it changes it creates rebirth.

A time for all to feel different,
something that will leave the present.
Afterall, it creates shock.

Can the day never end nor can the night not fade?
Does memories disappear into time?
Will one feel the same afterall?

Reality slaps me!
There wasn't an urge to move at all!
For the time being,leave me alone.

I'm certain i will quicken my pace,
i'm sure to catch up!
All i need is a little room of time and hope....

The piece of music

He stole the tune of my heart and now he's returning it back.
It was shattered with tears,
soaked with pain.

How could this be?
History repeats!
It happened too fast!

Where have all the beauty gone?
Does feelings fade so fast?
Is feelings genuine afterall?

A piece to the puzzle in life,
I'm not surprised but,
i need time.

Where do i put the memories?
Where do i hide?
I'm back to square one.

It was never his fault.
Blame it on my will,
my believe.

Gone for good,
yes it should,
pray that soon we'll know what's good.

Regrets?
Never!
For this time, i knew the notes.

It was a beautiful piece of music afterall,
half done,
and half will do.

So long it ever plays,
it'll play in my heart and soul,
linger in me forever!

The bridge to Neverland

We lift our heads high to watch the early evening.
As we walk, she described the clouds like cotton candies.
Indeed! cotton candies that varies from grey, orange,blue,red,white and purple.

The breeze that walked with us and the sky that went fiery.
The sun was setting.
Red was the setting that falls.

As we lay on the dry grass,
the clouds appeared so near yet so far,
the clouds that appeared in so many images.

Then she said, this is the time for goodbye.
Goodbye to the Sunset,
a choice of a positive or negative perception.

Then looking at the clouds,
we saw an entrance and a bridge to Neverland.
The bridge to neverland where the sun sets.