The School Gate

I left myself in the past,
the very last place my heart ever shattered,
the school gate.

That very day of a December,
we went our seperate ways,
at that very school gate.

I couldn't forget that look on his face,
his pride,
his smile,all put to waste.

Unspoken feelings i had,
unspoken words I've yet to say to him,
doubtful about what i have to say.

The way he breathes sound all so clear up to now,
the way he reacts,
the times he ignored me still lingers in my mind.

That orange umbrella he held on his hand that shelters me from sun and rain,
the kind of love that shook my heart,
the care that warm my soul.

A past that i'm to blame,
an incident that never should have taken place,
a treatment he shouldn't have received.

I miss those days when both of us felt so naive,
those days where troubles are miles and miles away,
times where fun was everywhere.

I felt all so loved but does he feel the same?
Again,
i am sure that he doesn't,instead, i guess, he felt hurt.