Friend in me?

I found no friend in me.
A shadow storm has started.
I plunged into deep thoughts,
I begin to ponder.

Bewildered about my existence,
in the midst of the night,I sulked at a corner.
My puzzle has yet to be completed.

My impregnable sadness,
my weariness came to a halt.
Reminiscing,that's my ability.

An unspoken part of my life,has yet to speak.
In a way,no one will journey with me throughout.
I'm all alone.

Trust,what's that called?
The flame in me burning out,soon,
darkness shall rule.

Where have all my friends gone?
Where have all the beauty in life gone?
Where have all the things gone?